Hey everyone,

    Ok, today was the field trip and it was fun. The museum tour was a little boring, but it was still good. I'm glad that it wasn't that cold. I could wear my halter without a jacket, which was really good. I have to say, my outfit was really cute. Pink and white halter with dark blue jeans. Lunch was really fun. I got to "hang out" with my "crush". It was pretty cool. The funniest part was when he got on the swing and asked someone to push him because he couldn't do it himself. At the end, we all took a  group picture just like last year. I hope mine came out because the flash wasn't working on my camera. We got back to school at like 1:45 so we had to wait outside until 6th period ended. The plan was to go to 7th with Melaine so I could talk to Daniel, but I chickened out and went 10 minutes before the period ended, because Melaine's dad was going to take me home. So I was waiting for Melaine and she came out. Daniel was already out of the class and hanging out by the classroom. I was kind of bummed and Melaine didn't know what to do. First he left, then he came back, then he left again and we started following them. The whole time we were following them we were thinking of stuff that we could say to him. So we went all the way to the front of the school and couldn't find them. So we looked all around and Melaine spotted them. So we caught up with him just as he was walking. So I told Melaine to call him and she did. So she made up something to ask him about, then asked him to tell a dead baby joke (he loves them). I was really nervous, so I didn't really say anything. It was really awkward because I didn't want to act too giddy or flirty or weird, so I really didn't look at him. Now that I've seen him up close up close and heard him talk, he's really cute. I can totally see us being together. He seems like he has such a great personality. I really want to get to know more about him. I just don't know how. When we were walking back Melaine said that Daniel was checking me out, looking me up and down (which is a good sign that he's interested). I wasn't really looking at him, so I couldn't see him do it. I don't know when else I can talk to him. Melaine isn't going to be here tomorrow or Friday, and next week is spring break. Maybe I can get Molly to do something. She already asked him if he was single and he said yes. YAY!!! I have to think of something between now and Friday. He did ask for my number, but if he gets it I won't know what to talk about. I'll have to think about questions, and I hate that awkward silence. He'll think I'm boring. Gah, I'm so confused! I'll just try to do something before Friday. Maybe I can invite him to the baseball game. That'll be fun, a little "first date" kind of thing. I've got to go, it's getting late. Talk to you later.

                                     Love Always,

                                                  Brittany

Hey everyone,

      What's going on? Today was pretty cool. 4 hours of testing is a lot to get through with only a 20 minute break in between. It was pretty easy, though. I think I passed. I saw that guy Daniel again today. I don't know if it's just me or if he gets just a tad cuter each day. Yesterday we passed each other in the crowded hall going to nutrition, and we looked at each other so awkwardly. Like The Beetles say, "very strange." Anyway, 6th period was fun today. Ms. Joynt let us have a free period because she knew that after 4 hours of math we wouldn't want to do anymore.We played cards, and near the end of the period Nicholle called me over. I was curious, because everyone was kind of looking at me, including my crush. So I go over there, and this guy Jacob asks me these questions. One of them was : Name a boy or a girl if you swing that way. So practically everyone over ther knows who I like, so everyone whispered his name as a joke. So, finally someone said it loud enough for it to be official, and he put my crush's name down as one of the answers. So when you're done answering the person asks you another set of questions and you have to answer the questions with the answers of the previous set of questions that they asked. So when I was reading my crush's name, he said, "Oh yeah, I'm down with that!" I'm so glad he didn't like, say something negative about that.Anyway, that was the highlight of my day. Making that little bit of contact with him. We've got another field trip coming in like, two weeks. I've gotten to talk to him more since October, so I hope that Something will happen this time. HE'S SO GORGEOUS!!!!!

                              G2G

                                Love Always,

                                        Brittany F.

Hey everyone,

         What's up? The field trip was today! I was so excited all last night and this morning. That was until I founf out that we were going be with our classes the entire time until lunch (2nd period with 2nd period...). When I heard that I was so pissed. That meant that I wasn't going to be with my crush, or my friend Melaine. Major bummer. We got to sit with whoever we wanted on the bus(es), but we had to split up afterwards.What made me happy was that my friend came with me in my group and made the trip fun. What we should have done was go with 4th period (my crushes period) and just be with them. Damn! We weren't thinking.The field trip was really fun, and I finally wore the outfit that I got especially for today. A lot of people complimented on my outfit, which made me a lot more confident. At lunch I didn't sit at the same table as my crush, but saw him walk past on several occasions. I was racking my brain trying to think of how I could talk to him. On the bus he sat right behind me and Melaine which made me really happy because that's one of the things that I wanted to do on the trip: sit close to him. What I though of was I was going to leave my mirror in the seat, get up, leave it, then "remember" it when I'm almost off of the bus and ask him to get it for me. That plan totally backfired. I was almost ready to get off and "remember" my mirror when Cara yelled, "Brittany you forgot your mirror". I was so mad! My friend Timothy kept teasing me all throughout the day. It's ok, though. I still love him. On the ride back my crush sat directly behind me, and that was kind of better than where he was before. He and Brian kept throwing little paper balls at us and other people, and kept banging on the seat. That's when I finally talked to him and asked him if he was the one that was throwing the paper balls. He said it wasn't him and he looked so cute when he said it.That counts as talking to him, right? Well, at least I said that. He's so hot! When we got back to school it was still 6th period so Mr. Barnhouse said that we could either fo to our 6th oeriod (yeah right) or just hang out on the lawn.Of course everyone hung out on the lawn. Most of the boys played football with bottles (really stupid) but it was still fun to watch. Timothy totally tried to make me fall by sitting on me which was really impromptu. Nothing else really happened today. Hanging out with Tashia wasn't too bad today. It was just like old times. We made fun of people and did our usual cruel things. All in all, today was a good day but could have definitely been better. That's all for today.Talk to you later. XOXOXO

                             Brittany

Hey everyone,

        What's up? Nothing much here. Today was pretty good. History was ok. We had a pop quiz (blech) and had a lecture. At nutrition Melaine gave me the funniest note I've ever read!!! I was laughing non stop throughout the whole letter. It was that hilarious. And each word I read made me laugh more. OMG!!! You have to really know me if you read it, though. 4th period Biology was boring as usual. Stupid labs. 6th period was hell as usual, but that's the only class I have with my loverboy. Talk about scorching hot!! He's so hot it's innefable. Aside from the math, I found out what one of my dreams mean. Cara told me, and I think she knows what she's talking about. I drempt that I was walking up the stairs of the lab building in my school and I saw this guy Elliott. He was really meloncholy and when I asked him what was wrong he said "nothing". Then I walked towards him and hold his hand like he was my boyfriend. Then we enter our science classroom (which we don't have together) and I sit down. He stands up and is looking like he has a problem and is trying to figure it out. I stand up and go to him and he puts his hand out and we hold hands again. I smile and we look at the "problem" together. Then the dream ends. Weird, huh? And if you go to school with me you know that Elliott and I aren't even remotely close. Cara told me it's my subconscience telling me that I want a boyfrend and someone to help. Maybe I do. She also said that I'm ignoring the clues that my conscience is giving me. Damn subconscience. Only time will tell what's really going to happen.Well, that's it for today. Only one more day until the field trip. Can't wait! Talk to you later. XOXO.

                                           Brittany